I Have to Think

have long holiday...
i used to be in euphoria everytime long holiday came.
but this time, not. I really want to find part time job, but darn! why all vacant job is only for SPG and private teacher?

i can't be SPG, i'm not good with promoting something
private teacher? yeah, right, i bet the students will 10 times smarter than me.

i have to think about this slowly.